“After my mind became crazy with heavy self-criticism, I sat in the retreat hall with endless tears running over my face. A pain arose, about all the things that have not been said during so many years. Then back in Jared’s session, at some point I started laughing. And I just could not stop laughing. The deepening of the opening process of my heart is continuing. I have found something very precious there which had been hidden for such a long time. I am deeply touched by this and there is deep gratefulness for this experience.
